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The weekend.

I really enjoyed this weekend with Joey, cuddled loads and just had fun. We never even have to do much to have fun, he’s just fun to be around. I hate Monday’s but I think this week will go quite fast so it’s ok :)
Can’t wait to have all my work done and it to be my Christmas hols :) this year is gonna be beautiful just knowing I can wake up next to him on Christmas morning.

5/12/11, 0 notes
15 days

In 15 days me and Joseph get to hear our tiny babies heart beat and we will see him/her for the very first time. I am so excited yet scared! It’s everything I’ve ever dreamed of to have such a beautiful boy, a career in the making and a baby on the way.
I hope everything is okay though!

1/12/11, 0 notes
New start

I need to stop making up things in my head and trust the one person I love more than anyone. I do trust him but I love him so much that I’m scared of what could happen. In my eyes he’s the most perfect thing and that makes me feel like other people will try get him :(
I’m silly because I know he loves me more than anything. I’m definitely going to start being nicer to him, I can be a proper moody bitch.

I’m sorry.

28/11/11, 0 notes
I feel sad.

Very very sad.
Yesterday was an awful and scary day and today I just feel sad thinking about the past and I can’t get out of bed to do my work and to top it off my dad might have lost his job :(

24/11/11, 0 notes
I love my boyfriend so so much.
21/11/11, 0 notes
I feel sad.
18/11/11, 0 notes
Long for the day when I can eat again.

So hungry and feel ill and weak from being hungry.

I hate feeling sick almost constantly.

Also wish I lived with my mum or any woman who can relate to how I feel…

Men “just eat until you’re about to be sick”

Yeah I feel sick already and don’t fancy having rib ache from being sick so much. Grrr. It’s not as easy as you think.


All I want is lettuce in tortilla wraps. Is this too much to ask? Pfft.

12/11/11, 0 notes
Haven’t posted in ages.

Wasn’t quite sure how to put my feelings into words. I’m 8 weeks pregnant. I’m very happy about this and so is my boyfriend, we definitely feel ready to have our first child, I am scared though! It’s gonna be a crazy journey and there will be good times and bad but I’m really excited.

Just need to get my head down and complete my 3rd year of university then have a gap year before doing my primary pgce.

First midwife appointment on Tuesday and I’m both excited and scared!

:)

11/11/11, 0 notes
Sadness

Just looked on twitter to see one of my friends, from birmingham, mum has died. She’s been ill for a while but i thought she was getting better. I didn’t know her or anything but I feel so so sad for my friend. I don’t know how I’d cope if I lost my mum. It’s also making me sad that one day I might go through the same thing. I really am quite speechless. I hope she stays strong and I really hope her and her family are okay. Life is really cruel, people lose people all the time but it always seems a little more unfair when people are taken so young or from young people.
You are always left wishing for them to be with you at certain events in your life. I know from losing Chris when he was 15. I always wish he was there to share things with.

15/10/11, 0 notes
I love my days off…

When it’s cold and rainy and I can stay in my warm snuggly pjs and drink tea all day until my boy gets home to play guitar or zombies.

Aww, I love him :) he’s such a cutie.

13/10/11, 0 notes
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